1rmono:

forever rain just reminds me how much we can’t ever begin to deserve namjoon and how complex and lovely of a human being he really is like it’s just so namjoon it’s just so him, the kind of person he is, the way he has his heart of his sleeve but thinks too much about the little things the way he wants to spread love to the whole world trying to fill in the gaps with the love he can give it and the way he feels the burdens of peoples’ expectations on him walking through this world and how he should act, look, rap and be, the way he’s always smiling through the pain trying to hide the sadness and loneliness he feels inside and the way he feels like he can’t be himself and how he finds a friend in the little things he notices in the world god i really love kim namjoon he deserves all the happiness this whole world an offer him